An Apology.

[halblaineisgood]

I enjoy The Wesley Willis direction this be goin in

[♩♬🐸 Billy C ♯♫♩🐇]

Everybody in life has made mistakes. Anybody who has been on BB boards for, oh, the past 16 years or so may remember I had my own issues back in the day. We make mistakes, we learn from them, we move on.

Kind of like our favorite band has done for the past 50 years...

[runnersdialzero]

Everybody in life has made mistakes. Anybody who has been on BB boards for, oh, the past 16 years or so may remember I had my own issues back in the day. We make mistakes, we learn from them, we move on.

Naw, totally agreed - same can be said for myself. Damned internet, archivin' all our outbursts and instances where our keyboard got damaged

[pixletwin]

Runnerz, does this gif mean anything to you?

[pixletwin]

Thanks RRA. There is poster on another board with another name who uses that avatar and the tone and style of his posts are identical to runnerz. I was just wondering if they were one and the same. 

[runnersdialzero]

lawl, just now saw this, sorry. Yes, Ms.RoverA1 answered your question correctly.

However...

Ages ago, I found a drawn gif of a milk carton violently vomiting milk, which I very much enjoyed. See here:



Couldn't find it anywhere for years, despite Googling "vomiting milk carton gif" more times than I care to remember. Last year, I found a backup of an ancient 2003-era My Documents folder and lo and behold, I'd saved the gif! ^_^ About a week later, I was flipping channels and saw an extremely similar milk carton in a really old Blur video. I'd never seen it before - this is what the gif you've posted is. I kept waiting for the milk carton to vomit, but it never did.

[Aegir]

that's obviously the same milk carton! the resemblance is uncanny!

[EthanJames]

Could be worse.

Well true, but it was worse after I was banned for a while, people knowing every personal info about me, and I really didn't know anyone on here. I found out from someone (not mentioning who) but told me and said how everyone on the forum is monitoring my every move on the Internet, knowing my facebook, tumblr account and another BB forum I was on, in which I was trying to start fresh. When I found out I was being watched by people on this forum over some gruesome pictures and my threats (and no one even took it seriously I might add, until later which I can understand), I felt like I needed to apologize, in which I tried many times before hand, and after I made a dumb forum in which I deleted. Cause after I found that out, knowing everyone knows my personal info and such, I went through another depression, not sleeping for days and fearing for my life knowing people here are watching, then I got in contact with Billy and told him I'd apologize to the forum cause I knew something much worse could happen.
And plus I read most of the comments written about me while I was banned, which was somewhat hurtful cause most people didn't understand what I went through, it was the only time I ever had a meltdown on a forum of such. and plus it was also hurtful cause I couldn't even defend myself. The reason for my melt down was because after being sick and tired of comments on the topic I had written, on how I write, that I'm mentally challenged and such, it was just hurtful and really I just snapped, and I did go over board, and plus nobody is perfect.

Well thank god I let this all out, and I'm pretty happy Billy locked that topic anyhow, and that's all I have to say on this subject lol

[EthanJames]

And also, it's also worse when people have your words as quotes for whatever reason I don't know, eh well I think I've explained enough lol

[I. Spaceman]

Could be worse.

Well true, but it was worse after I was banned for a while, people knowing every personal info about me, and I really didn't know anyone on here. I found out from someone (not mentioning who) but told me and said how everyone on the forum is monitoring my every move on the Internet, knowing my facebook, tumblr account and another BB forum I was on, in which I was trying to start fresh. When I found out I was being watched by people on this forum over some gruesome pictures and my threats (and no one even took it seriously I might add, until later which I can understand), I felt like I needed to apologize, in which I tried many times before hand, and after I made a dumb forum in which I deleted. Cause after I found that out, knowing everyone knows my personal info and such, I went through another depression, not sleeping for days and fearing for my life knowing people here are watching, then I got in contact with Billy and told him I'd apologize to the forum cause I knew something much worse could happen.
And plus I read most of the comments written about me while I was banned, which was somewhat hurtful cause most people didn't understand what I went through, it was the only time I ever had a meltdown on a forum of such. and plus it was also hurtful cause I couldn't even defend myself. The reason for my melt down was because after being sick and tired of comments on the topic I had written, on how I write, that I'm mentally challenged and such, it was just hurtful and really I just snapped, and I did go over board, and plus nobody is perfect.

Well thank god I let this all out, and I'm pretty happy Billy locked that topic anyhow, and that's all I have to say on this subject lol

Awww. What a sad story, Bruce. You'll get by, tho.

[pixletwin]

So let me get this strait. You "apologized" because you were in fear for your life; not because you realized you posted some pretty nasty things?

[EthanJames]

So let me get this strait. You "apologized" because you were in fear for your life; not because you realized you posted some pretty nasty things?

Of course I'd apologized cause I said those things, of course I feel guilty about what I said.

[EthanJames]

Anyhow heres the e-mail about it, about what I posted before.

[I. Spaceman]

You're not acting like someone who should be afraid, boy.

[runnersdialzero]

[EthanJames]

That was when i got that message, It's sort of scary knowing people you don't know know everything about you and you know nothing about them, I did apologize many times after my actions and was hoping this would end, had a feeling it probably wouldn't with some people, I'm trying to put it in the past and start fresh but I guess people can't really let go of the past, even after what I did (and to add no one took it seriously, until I was banned). And plus you can't really expect what I said to be true, it's over on the Internet, not like we've met in real life, but yes there is consequence, there is no doubt about that, and unfortunately that incident will over-shadow me on this forum

[I. Spaceman]

and to add no one took it seriously, until I was banned

Boy, what the hell are you talking about? Plenty of people took it seriously.

[pixletwin]

...(and to add no one took it seriously, until I was banned)...

I am pretty sure people started taking it seriously when you were threatening to kill them and their families, posting homophobic insults, (rather oddly) posting fake phone numbers, and posting pics of dead people.

[SMiLE Brian]

Those pictures were really scary and creeped me out big time.

[EthanJames]

Those pictures were really scary and creeped me out big time.

Yea i know that much, some probably did take it seriously, while alot of others didnt.

"I am pretty sure people started taking it seriously when you were threatening to kill them and their families, posting homophobic insults, (rather oddly) posting fake phone numbers, and posting pics of dead people."

Um Not really how I remembered it, I Remember how people were saying out it was the funniest post this and that and etc; and even after I said threats.














I'm not trying to start anything mind you.

[pixletwin]

Pretty sure we were laughing at others who were (justly) winding you up actually.

[EthanJames]

Pretty sure we were laughing at others who were (justly) winding you up actually.

True, but at the time (and still kind of do) feel that people were just not taking it seriously, well that's just to me.

[I. Spaceman]

Pretty sure we were laughing at others who were (justly) winding you up actually.

True, but at the time (and still kind of do) feel that people were just not taking it seriously, well that's just to me.

So, because you felt people weren't taking it seriously, you continued your threats and posting of pictures of dead people? What was your aim in doing that?

[Chocolate Shake Man]

This is really confusing. You seemingly feared for your life because people were talking about how they looked at the information that you personally made widely available online?

[EthanJames]

This is really confusing. You seemingly feared for your life because people were talking about how they looked at the information that you personally made widely available online?

I never made my info public, I thought (idk if it's true or not) People were watching my every move, what I was writing, they were using some sort of code to know my every move.