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Title: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on August 16, 2012, 09:00:29 PM Well I'm Back,
I spoke with Billy and said i'd like to come back on the board, And Apologize for the threats, and gory/dead pictures. I'm not medicated or have a mental disorder, I do infact have Autism and I read some of the stuff in The Sandbox. Anyhow I Would like to say the reason of my immature behavior, well I just snapped feeling the stuff i've done on this forum wasn't really appreciated the stuff i put up. And I would like to end this situtation for saying How Sorry i am for such un-acceptable behavior and hope we could move on. I hope this situation could be solved and we could all move on. On the other hand, I'd like to post this Beach Boy video i've done http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cA95B5lNZ4k Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: ♩♬🐸 Billy C ♯♫♩🐇 on August 16, 2012, 09:28:08 PM Personally, your contributions before the other day were appreciated; that said, what happened happened. Let this be a new beginning.
Interesting interview...good idea to put the transcript in the video, though, as the sound quality wasn't the best (rare interview, of course). Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on August 16, 2012, 09:30:42 PM Personally, your contributions before the other day were appreciated; that said, what happened happened. Let this be a new beginning. Interesting interview...good idea to put the transcript in the video, though, as the sound quality wasn't the best (rare interview, of course). I tried to clean the audio up, but after hours and hours of trying to make it quality a bit decent, i just gave up and just left it as it is Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: ♩♬🐸 Billy C ♯♫♩🐇 on August 16, 2012, 09:40:33 PM If you'd like, email me the original. I may be able to improve on it, as I have quite a bit of experience with sound engineering (actually is my field).
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: Shady on August 17, 2012, 09:40:38 AM Welcome back!
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: SBonilla on August 17, 2012, 09:45:59 AM Patched up the atchpay abay? A-OK! Welcome back.
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on August 22, 2012, 12:26:32 AM Also, I'd like to say this as well, but please stop calling me Bruce? :(
it's really getting old and what happened, happened as Billy stated, Let's move on Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: SloopJohnB on August 22, 2012, 03:09:03 AM Ok Bruce!
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on August 22, 2012, 03:17:29 AM Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: SloopJohnB on August 22, 2012, 06:01:35 AM Sorry Bruce. :-\
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: SMiLE Brian on August 22, 2012, 06:07:15 AM This kidding around is nothing to get heated about. :)
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: Beach Boy on August 22, 2012, 06:57:03 AM There are some other members who annoy the crap out of me, still I was shocked and dissapointed by some of your posts, a couple of days ago. But I think you take the apology serious and life is too short to dislike each other. After all we love one of the greatest bands ever. Ethan, just don't take the cynical posts too serious. We are some crazy lot here! ;D
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: pixletwin on August 22, 2012, 08:00:19 AM This kidding around is nothing to get heated about. :) Yup. I'm afraid you left a rather lasting uglyimpression that overshadows what you may have contributed to the board. If you are truly apologetic you may have to suck it up and accept that "bruce" may be what you have to answer to for a while. Could be worse. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: SBonilla on August 22, 2012, 08:28:35 AM This kidding around is nothing to get heated about. :) Yup. I'm afraid you left a rather lasting uglyimpression that overshadows what you may have contributed to the board. If you are truly apologetic you may have to suck it up and accept that "bruce" may be what you have to answer to for a while. Could be worse. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: pixletwin on August 22, 2012, 08:33:22 AM This kidding around is nothing to get heated about. :) Yup. I'm afraid you left a rather lasting uglyimpression that overshadows what you may have contributed to the board. If you are truly apologetic you may have to suck it up and accept that "bruce" may be what you have to answer to for a while. Could be worse. You bet we do disagree. Clearly he didn't call you a "f***ing queer" or threaten to kill your family. ::) Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: ivy on August 22, 2012, 09:59:17 AM I have no idea what is being referred to here but why wouldn't someone want to be called Bruce?
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: Compost on August 22, 2012, 10:38:14 AM (http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v96/Compost/Bruce-300x223.jpg)
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: Aegir on August 22, 2012, 11:26:37 AM It's probably only a matter of time before such an outburst happens again. I'm glad I didn't peer into the thread (because it had a stupid title and I don't usually read threads with stupid titles) until after the pictures were edited out.
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on August 22, 2012, 08:22:08 PM Wow...
well there isn't going to be another outburst I'd like to add ;D Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: runnersdialzero on August 23, 2012, 07:45:33 PM Wow... well there isn't going to be another outburst I'd like to add ;D My yelling got me put out of the art store The voices in my head cussed at me I was yelling like a wild animal I felt like a jackass screaming at the top of my lungs Outburst Outburst Outburst Outburst Outburst Jim Simm got on my ass for screaming like a wild animal at Genesis on Western I freaked out a lot of customers I also said "suck my dick" in front of a lot of people Outburst Outburst Outburst Outburst Outburst I was warned that if I have another psychotic outburst, I would be barred out of Genesis for life A chronic schizophrenia attack happens every time I speak my word Then I start screaming Outburst Outburst Outburst Outburst Outburst Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: ♩♬🐸 Billy C ♯♫♩🐇 on August 23, 2012, 09:51:51 PM ?!
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: stack-o-tracks on August 23, 2012, 10:12:19 PM ?! http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=PL7pUIhNSm4 ;D Damnit, that's NOT the video I wanted to post. This one: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4jTPbcnqPxQ&feature=player_detailpage#t=461s Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: runnersdialzero on August 23, 2012, 10:58:08 PM ?! My yelling got me put out of the Smiley Smile board The voices in my head cussed at me and called me self-fish I was yelling like a wild animal I felt like a jackass posting in all caps Outburst Outburst Outburst Outburst Outburst Billy C got on my ass for screaming like a wild animal at smileysmile.net/board/ I freaked out a lot of members I also said "consternation" in front of a lot of people Outburst Outburst Outburst Outburst Outburst I was warned that if I have another psychotic outburst, I would be banned from the boards for life A chronic schizophrenia attack happens every time I speak my word that vague thread titles are okay Then I start posting pictures of dead children Outburst Outburst Outburst Outburst Outburst Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: runnersdialzero on August 23, 2012, 10:59:44 PM (I'm just playin' Ethan :) I trust you can avoid outbursts in the future.)
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: stack-o-tracks on August 23, 2012, 11:36:00 PM (I'm just playin' Ethan :) I trust you can avoid outbursts in the future.) Hopefully he can also avoid having his keyboard get damaged. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: halblaineisgood on August 23, 2012, 11:43:02 PM I enjoy The Wesley Willis direction this be goin in
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: ♩♬🐸 Billy C ♯♫♩🐇 on August 23, 2012, 11:45:40 PM Everybody in life has made mistakes. Anybody who has been on BB boards for, oh, the past 16 years or so may remember I had my own issues back in the day. We make mistakes, we learn from them, we move on.
Kind of like our favorite band has done for the past 50 years... Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: runnersdialzero on August 24, 2012, 02:14:05 AM Everybody in life has made mistakes. Anybody who has been on BB boards for, oh, the past 16 years or so may remember I had my own issues back in the day. We make mistakes, we learn from them, we move on. Naw, totally agreed - same can be said for myself. Damned internet, archivin' all our outbursts and instances where our keyboard got damaged :'( Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: pixletwin on August 24, 2012, 03:50:15 PM Runnerz, does this gif mean anything to you?
(http://www.slow-nerve-action.com/displayAvatar/user/192266270434336265/fod/289240632405304837/imageType/SQUARE_THUMBNAIL/tumblr_m2ei2rvryZ1qdydhqo1_500%5B1%5D.gif) Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: pixletwin on August 29, 2012, 07:49:48 AM Thanks RRA. There is poster on another board with another name who uses that avatar and the tone and style of his posts are identical to runnerz. I was just wondering if they were one and the same. :3d
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: runnersdialzero on August 30, 2012, 10:31:53 AM lawl, just now saw this, sorry. Yes, Ms.RoverA1 answered your question correctly.
However... Ages ago, I found a drawn gif of a milk carton violently vomiting milk, which I very much enjoyed. See here: (http://www.fileden.com/files/2007/2/20/800088/124751804142aa041e2711f.gif) Couldn't find it anywhere for years, despite Googling "vomiting milk carton gif" more times than I care to remember. Last year, I found a backup of an ancient 2003-era My Documents folder and lo and behold, I'd saved the gif! ^_^ About a week later, I was flipping channels and saw an extremely similar milk carton in a really old Blur video. I'd never seen it before - this is what the gif you've posted is. I kept waiting for the milk carton to vomit, but it never did. :( Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: Aegir on August 31, 2012, 03:28:44 PM that's obviously the same milk carton! the resemblance is uncanny!
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on September 11, 2012, 12:57:56 AM Could be worse. Well true, but it was worse after I was banned for a while, people knowing every personal info about me, and I really didn't know anyone on here. I found out from someone (not mentioning who) but told me and said how everyone on the forum is monitoring my every move on the Internet, knowing my facebook, tumblr account and another BB forum I was on, in which I was trying to start fresh. When I found out I was being watched by people on this forum over some gruesome pictures and my threats (and no one even took it seriously I might add, until later which I can understand), I felt like I needed to apologize, in which I tried many times before hand, and after I made a dumb forum in which I deleted. Cause after I found that out, knowing everyone knows my personal info and such, I went through another depression, not sleeping for days and fearing for my life knowing people here are watching, then I got in contact with Billy and told him I'd apologize to the forum cause I knew something much worse could happen.And plus I read most of the comments written about me while I was banned, which was somewhat hurtful cause most people didn't understand what I went through, it was the only time I ever had a meltdown on a forum of such. and plus it was also hurtful cause I couldn't even defend myself. The reason for my melt down was because after being sick and tired of comments on the topic I had written, on how I write, that I'm mentally challenged and such, it was just hurtful and really I just snapped, and I did go over board, and plus nobody is perfect. Well thank god I let this all out, and I'm pretty happy Billy locked that topic anyhow, and that's all I have to say on this subject lol Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on September 11, 2012, 01:09:35 AM And also, it's also worse when people have your words as quotes for whatever reason I don't know, eh well I think I've explained enough lol
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: I. Spaceman on September 11, 2012, 07:44:35 AM Could be worse. Well true, but it was worse after I was banned for a while, people knowing every personal info about me, and I really didn't know anyone on here. I found out from someone (not mentioning who) but told me and said how everyone on the forum is monitoring my every move on the Internet, knowing my facebook, tumblr account and another BB forum I was on, in which I was trying to start fresh. When I found out I was being watched by people on this forum over some gruesome pictures and my threats (and no one even took it seriously I might add, until later which I can understand), I felt like I needed to apologize, in which I tried many times before hand, and after I made a dumb forum in which I deleted. Cause after I found that out, knowing everyone knows my personal info and such, I went through another depression, not sleeping for days and fearing for my life knowing people here are watching, then I got in contact with Billy and told him I'd apologize to the forum cause I knew something much worse could happen.And plus I read most of the comments written about me while I was banned, which was somewhat hurtful cause most people didn't understand what I went through, it was the only time I ever had a meltdown on a forum of such. and plus it was also hurtful cause I couldn't even defend myself. The reason for my melt down was because after being sick and tired of comments on the topic I had written, on how I write, that I'm mentally challenged and such, it was just hurtful and really I just snapped, and I did go over board, and plus nobody is perfect. Well thank god I let this all out, and I'm pretty happy Billy locked that topic anyhow, and that's all I have to say on this subject lol Awww. What a sad story, Bruce. You'll get by, tho. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: pixletwin on September 11, 2012, 07:51:54 AM So let me get this strait. You "apologized" because you were in fear for your life; not because you realized you posted some pretty nasty things?
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on September 11, 2012, 08:17:19 AM So let me get this strait. You "apologized" because you were in fear for your life; not because you realized you posted some pretty nasty things? Of course I'd apologized cause I said those things, of course I feel guilty about what I said. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on September 11, 2012, 08:24:26 AM (http://img411.imageshack.us/img411/1610/51425465.jpg) (http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/411/51425465.jpg/)
Anyhow heres the e-mail about it, about what I posted before. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: I. Spaceman on September 11, 2012, 09:09:10 AM You're not acting like someone who should be afraid, boy.
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Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on September 11, 2012, 09:29:28 AM That was when i got that message, It's sort of scary knowing people you don't know know everything about you and you know nothing about them, I did apologize many times after my actions and was hoping this would end, had a feeling it probably wouldn't with some people, I'm trying to put it in the past and start fresh but I guess people can't really let go of the past, even after what I did (and to add no one took it seriously, until I was banned). And plus you can't really expect what I said to be true, it's over on the Internet, not like we've met in real life, but yes there is consequence, there is no doubt about that, and unfortunately that incident will over-shadow me on this forum
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: I. Spaceman on September 11, 2012, 09:44:15 AM and to add no one took it seriously, until I was banned Boy, what the hell are you talking about? Plenty of people took it seriously. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: pixletwin on September 11, 2012, 09:47:20 AM ...(and to add no one took it seriously, until I was banned)... I am pretty sure people started taking it seriously when you were threatening to kill them and their families, posting homophobic insults, (rather oddly) posting fake phone numbers, and posting pics of dead people. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: SMiLE Brian on September 11, 2012, 09:58:09 AM Those pictures were really scary and creeped me out big time.
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on September 11, 2012, 10:04:33 AM Those pictures were really scary and creeped me out big time. Yea i know that much, some probably did take it seriously, while alot of others didnt. "I am pretty sure people started taking it seriously when you were threatening to kill them and their families, posting homophobic insults, (rather oddly) posting fake phone numbers, and posting pics of dead people." Um Not really how I remembered it, I Remember how people were saying out it was the funniest post this and that and etc; and even after I said threats. (http://img267.imageshack.us/img267/4395/19725154.jpg) (http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/267/19725154.jpg/) (http://img706.imageshack.us/img706/7954/56733472.jpg) (http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/706/56733472.jpg/) (http://img17.imageshack.us/img17/5046/28123027.jpg) (http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/17/28123027.jpg/) (http://img222.imageshack.us/img222/8146/77892175.jpg) (http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/222/77892175.jpg/) (http://img838.imageshack.us/img838/3429/29235886.jpg) (http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/838/29235886.jpg/) (http://img819.imageshack.us/img819/6420/95239855.jpg) (http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/819/95239855.jpg/) I'm not trying to start anything mind you. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: pixletwin on September 11, 2012, 10:07:30 AM Pretty sure we were laughing at others who were (justly) winding you up actually.
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on September 11, 2012, 10:10:21 AM Pretty sure we were laughing at others who were (justly) winding you up actually. True, but at the time (and still kind of do) feel that people were just not taking it seriously, well that's just to me. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: I. Spaceman on September 11, 2012, 10:14:31 AM Pretty sure we were laughing at others who were (justly) winding you up actually. True, but at the time (and still kind of do) feel that people were just not taking it seriously, well that's just to me. So, because you felt people weren't taking it seriously, you continued your threats and posting of pictures of dead people? What was your aim in doing that? Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: Chocolate Shake Man on September 11, 2012, 10:15:54 AM This is really confusing. You seemingly feared for your life because people were talking about how they looked at the information that you personally made widely available online?
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on September 11, 2012, 10:23:59 AM This is really confusing. You seemingly feared for your life because people were talking about how they looked at the information that you personally made widely available online? I never made my info public, I thought (idk if it's true or not) People were watching my every move, what I was writing, they were using some sort of code to know my every move. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on September 11, 2012, 10:24:32 AM Pretty sure we were laughing at others who were (justly) winding you up actually. True, but at the time (and still kind of do) feel that people were just not taking it seriously, well that's just to me. So, because you felt people weren't taking it seriously, you continued your threats and posting of pictures of dead people? What was your aim in doing that? No, I still continued 'cause either people were taking it seriously or not, I was still mad of they way I was being treated on the forum and plus I went through problems before hand and I just snapped. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: Chocolate Shake Man on September 11, 2012, 10:25:47 AM This is really confusing. You seemingly feared for your life because people were talking about how they looked at the information that you personally made widely available online? I never made my info public, I thought (idk if it's true or not) People were watching my every move, what I was writing, they were using some sort of code to know my every move. Ohhhhhhh.................. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on September 11, 2012, 10:26:15 AM This is really confusing. You seemingly feared for your life because people were talking about how they looked at the information that you personally made widely available online? I never made my info public, I thought (idk if it's true or not) People were watching my every move, what I was writing, they were using some sort of code to know my every move. Ohhhhhhh.................. Yep Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: pixletwin on September 11, 2012, 10:34:05 AM This is really confusing. You seemingly feared for your life because people were talking about how they looked at the information that you personally made widely available online? I never made my info public, I thought (idk if it's true or not) People were watching my every move, what I was writing, they were using some sort of code to know my every move. Ohhhhhhh.................. Yep See? Now that was funny. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on September 11, 2012, 10:37:57 AM This is really confusing. You seemingly feared for your life because people were talking about how they looked at the information that you personally made widely available online? I never made my info public, I thought (idk if it's true or not) People were watching my every move, what I was writing, they were using some sort of code to know my every move. Ohhhhhhh.................. Yep See? Now that was funny. Yea maybe, to me it isn't really funny :-\ Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: I. Spaceman on September 11, 2012, 10:39:05 AM This is really confusing. You seemingly feared for your life because people were talking about how they looked at the information that you personally made widely available online? I never made my info public, I thought (idk if it's true or not) People were watching my every move, what I was writing, they were using some sort of code to know my every move. All your info was public. Your site, your Tumblr, your Facebook, your email address. If someone can find the info without going through illegal means, it is public. Come on, you're not THAT demented. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: SMiLE Brian on September 11, 2012, 10:41:04 AM This is really confusing. You seemingly feared for your life because people were talking about how they looked at the information that you personally made widely available online? I never made my info public, I thought (idk if it's true or not) People were watching my every move, what I was writing, they were using some sort of code to know my every move. Ohhhhhhh.................. Yep See? Now that was funny. Yea maybe, to me it isn't really funny :-\ Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on September 11, 2012, 10:43:50 AM This is really confusing. You seemingly feared for your life because people were talking about how they looked at the information that you personally made widely available online? I never made my info public, I thought (idk if it's true or not) People were watching my every move, what I was writing, they were using some sort of code to know my every move. All your info was public. Your site, your Tumblr, your Facebook, your email address. If someone can find the info without going through illegal means, it is public. Come on, you're not THAT demented. True, but is it really anyones business ? I mean come on like, I don't know any of you and people knowing my info that's none of one anyone business, whether it is public or not, pretty un fair to me if you ask me. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EgoHanger1966 on September 11, 2012, 10:50:58 AM You 'went public' in 1977, when you released that album, remember?
Anyhow, those pictures were really graphic and messed up - it's "pretty unfair" that they were posted. You expect to post that stuff on the board, get booted, and then think no one's gonna see what else you're doing on the internet out of curiosity? It's amazing you were let back on the board, I think you'd be banned for life at most any other board....and now you're arguing that it wasn't that bad? C'mon dude. You apologised and that was cool, but it doesn't mean anything if you go back on it like two weeks after you posted it. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: I. Spaceman on September 11, 2012, 10:51:39 AM This is really confusing. You seemingly feared for your life because people were talking about how they looked at the information that you personally made widely available online? I never made my info public, I thought (idk if it's true or not) People were watching my every move, what I was writing, they were using some sort of code to know my every move. All your info was public. Your site, your Tumblr, your Facebook, your email address. If someone can find the info without going through illegal means, it is public. Come on, you're not THAT demented. True, but is it really anyones business ? I mean come on like, I don't know any of you and people knowing my info that's none of one anyone business, whether it is public or not, pretty un fair to me if you ask me. Threatening people's lives and exposing them to gruesome photos is also pretty unfair if you ask me, MOTHERFUKKER. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on September 11, 2012, 10:58:40 AM You 'went public' in 1977, when you released that album, remember? Anyhow, those pictures were really graphic and messed up - it's "pretty unfair" that they were posted. You expect to post that stuff on the board, get booted, and then think no one's gonna see what else you're doing on the internet out of curiosity? It's amazing you were let back on the board, I think you'd be banned for life at most any other board....and now you're arguing that it wasn't that bad? C'mon dude. You apologised and that was cool, but it doesn't mean anything if you go back on it like two weeks after you posted it. Yes i know it was bad, but the aftermath, knowing people have my personal info and could turn it on me to me isn't un fair, the reason I went back on this was because I wanted to tell my side of the story, I kind of never got the chance to. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: I. Spaceman on September 11, 2012, 10:59:45 AM You 'went public' in 1977, when you released that album, remember? Anyhow, those pictures were really graphic and messed up - it's "pretty unfair" that they were posted. You expect to post that stuff on the board, get booted, and then think no one's gonna see what else you're doing on the internet out of curiosity? It's amazing you were let back on the board, I think you'd be banned for life at most any other board....and now you're arguing that it wasn't that bad? C'mon dude. You apologised and that was cool, but it doesn't mean anything if you go back on it like two weeks after you posted it. Yes i know it was bad, but the aftermath, knowing people have my personal info and could turn it on me to me isn't un fair as well Yes, you are right, it isn't unfair. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: pixletwin on September 11, 2012, 11:00:53 AM If you're looking for a shoulder to cry on I don't think you will find one in here.
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: Chocolate Shake Man on September 11, 2012, 11:08:27 AM You 'went public' in 1977, when you released that album, remember? Anyhow, those pictures were really graphic and messed up - it's "pretty unfair" that they were posted. You expect to post that stuff on the board, get booted, and then think no one's gonna see what else you're doing on the internet out of curiosity? It's amazing you were let back on the board, I think you'd be banned for life at most any other board....and now you're arguing that it wasn't that bad? C'mon dude. You apologised and that was cool, but it doesn't mean anything if you go back on it like two weeks after you posted it. Yes i know it was bad, but the aftermath, knowing people have my personal info and could turn it on me to me isn't un fair, the reason I went back on this was because I wanted to tell my side of the story, I kind of never got the chance to. Nobody found any personal info. The internet is a public space not a private one. If there is information that you don't want people to have, then don't make it so that everyone can have access to it. I can assure you that no one on this site can get my facebook, my blog, etc. nor is there anyone who knows my full name. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on September 11, 2012, 11:15:17 AM If you're looking for a shoulder to cry on I don't think you will find one in here. I'm not trying to, I'm trying to tell my side, I've been holding it in and it hurts to know what I did, you don't know what i've been through or my problems, I've went through so much hell my 19 years, I know people are probably going to make fun of this, for what reason? I was actually threatened before I threatened here, over saying how much Drake sucks, Yes i was getting threatened over Drake ::), I was just so heated that when I started a new forum and someone commented on it negatively cause it was stupid, I just snapped. I'm not trying to say what I wasn't bad, I know there consequence, I knew I was getting banned, but I didn't know was that people were looking at my personal info which is out in the public, I kind of don't like that fact people that I don't know are looking at my personal info, I don't know anyone who would do that and most people wouldn't even bother doing that, I thought after I was banned people were just going to move on, Knowing that would happen. So apologizing was the only way to end it, because of my actions and I do take the apologize very serious, No one knows what I went through, and it'll take time for forgiveness and what happened and happened and i'm just trying to start fresh but it's pretty hard after you did something like that, something I did. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: I. Spaceman on September 11, 2012, 11:15:58 AM I can assure you that no one on this site can get my facebook, my blog, etc. nor is there anyone who knows my full name. That's what you think, Bruce!! Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on September 11, 2012, 11:25:07 AM And plus if someone else did this they'd probably never apologize or feel sorry for what they did and just go on, but I just felt terrible for what I did, whether you believe it or not. I don't expect this to go away, I just wanted to put what happened away in the past for me so I don't have to live with my actions I did every day, god knows it could've been much, much worse for me, and I know what I did was wrong and un-grateful and immature and it'll be probably what i'll be remember for on here for a while. But time heels everything :)
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EgoHanger1966 on September 11, 2012, 11:33:19 AM Honestly, it seems that you just apologized because you were scared that people on this forum could see what you were doing elsewhere on the internet. You even kinda said so in your posts above. It doesn't matter to me if you feel sorry about it, what's done was done. If you were truly, and I mean truly sorry, you wouldn't still be asking to be treated differently and realise that you have to take the flak because what you did isn't easily forgettable, especially on a Beach Boys forum.
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: runnersdialzero on September 11, 2012, 11:40:03 AM Ethan, you should probably try to move on, at this point. You apologized and explained yourself as best you can, we now know of your issues, but dragging it out further might make you look a little less sincere and further confuse some folks. Some will forgive and forget, a handful can't - nothing you can do about that. Don't bother with further explanations here, try not to acknowledge posts about it (I know it's hard), and if a good-natured "consternation" joke is thrown your way, try your best to ignore it or take it in stride. If threats are made or things get out of hand, contact a mod.
Also, throwing yourself out there under your real name and giving ease of access to your accounts and information elsewhere isn't a good move. I know it's weird that people can and will find a ton of info on you on the internet, but that's 2012 for ya, there's nothing you can do except use discretion wherever you can. Your best bet is to cover your tracks (i.e. change your tumblr URL, make your Facebook 100% private, etc.) as best you can and not post any info you wouldn't want being known or associated with you - your real name, your internet usernames, whatever. Just Saiyan. I'm not a mod or anything, just giving a bit of advice - I've had to learn some of this stuff over time, too. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: pixletwin on September 11, 2012, 11:42:09 AM Agreed with runnerz.. Also I would think about getting a forum name change too.
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: EthanJames on September 11, 2012, 11:45:10 AM Ethan, you should probably try to move on, at this point. You apologized and explained yourself as best you can, we now know of your issues, but dragging it out further might make you look a little less sincere and further confuse some folks. Some will forgive and forget, a handful can't - nothing you can do about that. Don't bother with further explanations here, try not to acknowledge posts about it (I know it's hard), and if a good-natured "consternation" joke is thrown your way, try your best to ignore it or take it in stride. If threats are made or things get out of hand, contact a mod. Also, throwing yourself out there under your real name and giving ease of access to your accounts and information elsewhere isn't a good move. I know it's weird that people can and will find a ton of info on you on the internet, but that's 2012 for ya, there's nothing you can do except use discretion wherever you can. Your best bet is to cover your tracks (i.e. change your tumblr URL, make your Facebook 100% private, etc.) as best you can and not post any info you wouldn't want being known or associated with you - your real name, your internet usernames, whatever. Just Saiyan. I'm not a mod or anything, just giving a bit of advice - I've had to learn some of this stuff over time, too. I completely agree, thank you :) Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: I. Spaceman on September 11, 2012, 02:58:53 PM You can change your name, but the stink will always remain.
Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: SBonilla on September 11, 2012, 03:06:48 PM You can change your name, but the stink will always remain. No. It means that you will continue act like a jerk when the rest have moved on. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: I. Spaceman on September 11, 2012, 03:40:28 PM You can change your name, but the stink will always remain. No. It means that you will continue act like a jerk when the rest have moved on. Keep blowing your little psychotic friend and be quiet. Title: Re: An Apology. Post by: ♩♬🐸 Billy C ♯♫♩🐇 on September 11, 2012, 03:56:59 PM Here's an idea....how 'bout I lock this and everyone chill?
I like that idea. |