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Today I heard “Teardrops On My Bed” for the first time, which was supposedly recorded on Oct. 19, 1978 during the L.A. Light album sessions. The track sounds like it’s in demo form, and I’ve never seen it booted on any Beach Boys/Brian comp before. It sounds like Brian’s kinda going off the deep end, but he's really into it and having a good time here. The guy can really belt out a tune, eh? Has anybody else here heard it?

Ready to snort a couple more hog rails, Bri?    “C’mon, let’s go, Mofo’s!!”

Wow, is there a youtube link for this...or Possibly other Means of hearing it?  ;)

Yes, I'd be Pretty Much happy if I could hear it one day too.

Punxsutawney Mhil

4 words; garbage bags of blow. That's what BW must've been doing to get that, er, excited over this lame-o rocker. Still, it is AWESOME.
On the wall!!
On the Floor!!!

Personal Message.

Wait.

Yes, I think I too will wait for a Personal Message to that I might hear the song! :police:

How's the Prime Minister doing these days?

he does sound positively insane on this. and its crazy to think he  sounded how he did in like 1970 compared to this. Chapel of Love sounds glorious compared to this. I'm still awaiting the Lucy Jones voice to add to this list of odd voices Brian throws out there.

Hahahahaha

This is precisely why I love Brian Wilson. He is capable of stuff like Pet Sounds but is also... this kind of stuff!

edit: I wish the instruments were a little more rockin' and faster to match his excitement though, hooboy!

I just heard it. As awful as I thought it would be. Yet utterly fascinating as all things BW are. Still, I think I'm gonna throw up.

I am Perhaps Mildly interested in this.

Well..............if you're only mildly interested, then I guess you aren't really that interested, huh?

This one is on the shortlist of tracks I'd LOVE to see released. So what if it's completely loaded with profanities? Brian's having fun with it.

Well, now we know what an excited and engaged Brian sounds like.  ;D

I would love to go back in time and be a fly on the wall, and observe brian in the 24 hours before and after this recording was made.  ;D

At around 2:07 into the recording, ugh...what did I just hear? It sounds like Brian said "C'mon, grab my c*ck...suck it".  :o

Good thing I'm not browsing this at work! :lol

No... now we know what a totally coked-out Brian sounds like.  ;D

I didn't say he was excited or engaged by music ...

I would like to hear this, but of course am appalled by the idea of listening to recordings of dubious legality! Please Melinda, why don't you get it released? ;D

I've heard it's Pretty Mindblowing...  :afro

It looks like this comes from a CD called "75 Sessions," does anyone have a tracklisting for it?

Nope, but whomever titled that CD is no BB fan.

It's logical that the guy who titled this song guessed that it was from a session in 1975 (there weren't many) or it's "Number 75" in a comp of Beach Boys/Brian session tracks. Nonetheless, it's either a standalone track floated out in the breeze or from a home-brew compilation compiled by a bootlegger/fan.

Point Me in the direction of knowledge in this matter as well, please!  :)

Yes, if anyone could potentially make an effort to educate me as well, I would appreciate it as well.

As a regular lurker of this dear parish, maybe someone could point me in the direction of enlightment!
Many thanks

I really wish there was video that showed the recording of this.

For the love of Mike, someone put these people out of their misery !  :lol

Have I perhaps missed the boat on this one?

I'm trying! I'm trying!  ;D

Oh God, that's brilliant!

Thanks so much, guys-you know who you are!

Definitely Brian as you've never heard him before.

Okay, is anyone else hearing what sound like extremely faint backing vocals in this song or am I just going crazy?

"Let's go motherf*****s!"   :lol   That was AMAZING!  I'll have more of the same please...

You're going crazy. Sorry, but you did ask...  ;D

You kinda get into it..Then he goes on with the self harm stuff and you realise you are hearing a man coked off his freakin eyeballs and  a fair way down the path to self destruction...

What a song! As basic as it is, it feels like I'm getting an undiluted BW experience. I would love an album of songs like this.

Anyone have a clue as to musician credits? AGD's Bellagio site says Oct 1978, so LA sessions? There are a few musicians credited on the album, but does anyone know for sure? Is that BW on keyboards?

Down the path, round the block and coming back at ya...

And yet, I do not mind, given the circumstances, haha! Clearly this background-vocals arrangement I seem to have made up myself should be incorporated into this song. :lol

Please Please Me!
This lurker lady seems to have missed the boat...(I mean the thead) ::)
Ciao Ciao Cipresso
(for those who asked my tons of live videos on youtube, some of which fortunately were recycled by other members, were gone when my account got closed on insistence by A.Baker Prods objecting on a Japan 91 clip :()

Yeah I'd love to hear this, if anyone catches my drift.

The rain in Spain falls mainly southwest of the Pyrenees Mountains you get me.

Please Make my coked out Brian Dreams come true!

I swear, I could say I've got an 8-track of Brian on the crapper after a long night at a curry house and someone here would want to hear it.  ;D

What's up with people wanting this song so badly, AGD?

I'd be interested in hearing the 5-fart harmonies  ;D

Well, had I not heard it I'd be interested too. But... 'interesting' is about the best you could call it, along with 'energetiic'.

Actually,  I find it's a load of fun.

Also, I'm a bit of a completist.

That would be awesome! A live rendition would be my life's dream!

My favorite Def Leppard song is:
Pour Some Sugar On Me

(actually it's "Foolin")

Please Mother, may I have some of this wonderful treat everyone is enjoying?  :lol

This entire board is in serious danger of getting banned.  :lol

Banned on the Run is my favorite McCartney song ^_^

But seriously guys...I love it. I like my Brian coked up and scary, thank you.



Musically speaking of course.  :police:

If you tweak the pitch a little, he almost sounds like his 1974-ish self. Almost.

This song needs to be included in the 50th anniversary archival release... They could even throw in some newly-recorded background vocals I continue thinking that I can hear buried deep in the mix. AGD, you know you can make it happen!

Turds drop endlessly but whats this? Two hours in a melody begins to from...Brian's toilet has become a makeshift waterglass. Hour three and the melody is comprehensible; the unmistakeable sound of, well you know what it is. Friends, join me in singing:

Mama's little baby is shortnin...

Strong similarities to Clangin', to my ears.

I have the version on a 45rpm EP by Rocky Sharp and the Razors (70s UK doowop group) which is, aesthetically speaking, infinitely more pleasing.

Give it a blast:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VCksilUb5hQ

Anyone know the backing musicians to Brian's version?

"...Clenched so hard,
Turds dropped on my bed!
On the wall...
And on the floor..."

If you play it backward there's a voice telling Charlie Manson to go away.

How did you hear Clangin'? I thought it wasn't circulating.

I've been PM'ed by a few folk about that, and now I'm struggling to locate it in my collection though I can hear it in my head! Darn sure it's in there somewhere... maybe under a different name -  any other silver disc collectors help out here with the title? (Note to self: must organise/catalogue collection sometime....)

Possibly you're recalling that parts of "Bells Of Madness" sound something like "Clang".

Allegedly.  ::)

BTW, "Clangin'" is a different song entirely, derived from the Pied Piper fragment. "Clang", of course, belatedly saw the (re-recorded) light of day on TLOS.

Ah... I have it - track 13 on Disc Two of From the Vaults (Audition label). And everyone's right - the track I'm thinking of ain't Clangin', it's called Rollin' Up to Heaven. Big similarities with chunks of the Teardrops/Drip Drop backing track to my ears.  Suspect this might also be known as Hard Times.  If anyone has this, and can decipher ALL the vocal lines, I'd be gobsmacked!

Well, I'm hearing (and the profanity filter is gonna have some work to do here)

"It was a hard time/rubbin' in the tub"

 (and in the background, right channel)

"alley oop/wooo/f*** 'er/big tits"

Now THAT would be a great single to mark the 50th anniversary -  takes them as far away from the candy stripes as they've ever been!  Imagine that paired with Teardrops as the B-side... Hitsville!

I would buy the f*** out of a 50th anniversary 7" single "Rollin' Up To Heaven" b/w "Teardrops On My Bed" because both of those songs own. Delete The Beach Boys' entire post-1977 catalogue and issue that in its place!

What part of TLOS is derived from Clang?

The "Mama yama " thing.

Ok, let's recap. There's "Brian's Song", "Rollin' Up To Heaven/Hard Time",  and another totally different song called "Hard Times". Then there is a song called "Drip Drop" that's supposedly another early version of "Ding Dang"(I think?), as well as another song called "Drip Drop" that is a Dion cover and has nothing to do with "Ding Dang". Then there was Clangin', which I've heard was another early version of "Ding Dang", and finally the proper version of "Ding Dang" from the Love You album. Then there is "Clang", which apperantly has nothing to do with any of the songs just discussed. I'm surprised that Andrew can remember this stuff. I would have given up long ago, and had myself comitted.  ;D

Only one "Drip Drop" - the, er, profane cover from 1978.

I don't blame Brian at all for continually revisiting the "Ding Dang" (and variations) fragments to re-make into new compositions. They're totally awesome... "Rollin' Up to Heaven" should've been on Love You!

Papa oom mow mow

I think it actually goes like this, first there was "Ding Dang" recorded in '73, lyrics with Roger (Jim) McGuinn, this is the version on Love You.

Then we got "Brian's Tune" which most people know as "Rollin' Up To Heaven" (don't know where it got that name). That is the "hard time" song, not to be confused with Blondie/Ricky's song "Hard Times".

AGD already commented on "Drip Drop". Theres just one of those.

Then there is "Clangin" which is talked about in a 1976 article, maybe Rolling Stone. That has the "mow-mama-yama" deal in it.  Which is used in "Morning Beat". And theres apparently a part of "Clangin" in "Bells of Madness" which I think is recorded with Carnie and Wendy.

"Clang", I have no idea. I think that might just be "Clangin'", but maybe I'm wrong.

"Clang" and "Clangin'" are two entirely different tracks: one is based on the "Pied Piper" riff, the other is the "mow-mama-yama" chant.

Thank you for your help Andrew. However, I suggest updating your site to confirm this fact. Because I was going by your info on there.  ;D

No probs - tell me which page and I'll effect the change. Gotta remember, some of that stuff is coming up for ten years old.  :)

Actually, it's "Clang" that has the "Mow-mama-yama" bit, as described in the 1976 Rolling Stone cover story on Brian (not "Clangin'").  The group sings it during a press conference, and when asked what it's called, Brian replies "'Clang'". 

Is "Clang" or "Clangin'" out there?  If so, is it on a boot or available via PM?

Clang and Clangin' don't circulate.

Getting back to the subject of this thread for a minute, the AFM contract for the "Drip Drop" basic track session is interesting:  the artist is listed as "The Beach Boys (BW)", it was paid for by "CBS (Caribou)" and signed for by Bruce Johnston...all of which indicates it was clearly intended for the "Light Album", rather than some other Brian-produced artist or project.  The players were Scott Grusin (guitars, including one double), Earl Palmer (drums), and Ray Pohlman (bass).  It was recorded at Western with Chuck engineering. 

Ah, to have seen Chuck's face when Brian hit full stride in the chorus !

The bump 'n grind of Here Comes The Night segueing into the pornographic pomp of Drip Drop...it would be the Beach Boys' version of Over-nite Sensation.

One of the ultimate 'fly on the wall' moments.

If they would've included Brian's version of "Drip Drop" and the remade version of Dennis' "Time For Bed" *, it could have been a VERY different album than what it was!

* - "Time For Bed" was recut, especially for "L.A. Light", in a session at Cherokee Studios:  co-produced by Bruce & Guercio, with Chuck engineering, Russ Kunkel on drums, Phil Shenale on tack piano, Billy Joe Walker Jr. on slide guitar, Carl on guitar & bass, and presumably Dennis on piano. 

Really?  I thought when you moved to the ESQ servers, you would have updates , or at least checked, all the parts of the site

The gigs are updated pretty much weekly, the timeline/discogs when something happens. Otherwise, when and as.

How many cuts WERE based on the PP riff? There's that and Lazy Lizzie that I know of.

Actually I think "Lazy Lizzie"is from "Better Get Back In Bed".


You need to add "Clang" to the unreleased songs section. I also see you have a Wilson/Sandler session listed in '73 for "Baby I Need Your Lovin'"/"I'm A Man", but I'm pretty sure its actually "Baby I Need Your Lovin'"/"Gimme Some Lovin'". Although you also have a session listed for Wilson/Sandler doing "Gimme Some Lovin'" in '72 too. I don't know if they worked on it twice, or if I'm mixed up. Just trying to help ya.

I can't see "Teardrops In My Bed/Drip Drop" being on ANY Beach Boys album. Or a Brian solo album either. Better that it remains in the can.

Herp derp.


Actually,  I meant recycled music from the fairy tale itself, but I had a brain fart -_-

No, I say let Rick Rubin remix it and release it as the anniversary single. The new album of unreleased BBs oldies will be called Birthday Cake, and instead of calling the songs tracks, they'll go by slice 1, slice 2, and etc.

They can add the backing vocals that I keep thinking I'm hearing on the track for the release too. Mike and Al can lend some oohs and ahhs to the occasion; it will be a most marvellous reunion!

Bloody hell AGD, how am I supposed to write my own definitive, authoritative, absolute-last-word on the BBs – all my own work, thank you ma'am – if you keep updating the primary source material. Just get it finished and let me earn my hard-won, honestly earned royalties. Don't think you're getting a credit when all-my-own-work does come out, you saucy so-and-so.



Edit: almost forgot -  ;D

I'm loving this idea.

I think there should be a deal with the company so the album of unreleased slices of Beach Boys sweets can be called Marie Calendar's in honour of Brian's fave joint. (http://sae.tweek.us/static/images/emoticons/emot-c00l.gif)

[/b]Need to hear this badly. Perhaps my Mind will be blown by this song.

I really need to hear Drip Drop. PM?

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I cannot overstate how much I love this recording and the man behind it. I never tire of it, and I'm being completely sincere.

PM, please? Thank you.

I remember back in the day when instead of cluttering up a thread with PM requests people actually just PMed the people that were talking about it. take the first step, be proactive.

and I guess the mods don't care about people openly trading/sharing/requesting/etc anymore, so I'll tell you what: I have this track, and I'll send it to the first 7 people who PM me an email address. I think it's really overrated though.

EDIT: alright, I sent it to 7 people.

Yeah, well, consider chewing on tin foil.

(Naw, I'm just kiddin')

Please, tell me what the big deal is. It's a generic rock and roll blues progression and every so often he says "mo'fos". I guess it was pretty shocking when I first heard it, being used to Pet Sounds and California Girls and stuff but as a hardcore Beach Boys fan this sort of thing lost its appeal to me awhile ago.

I remember back in the day when you weren't such a douchebag jerk and it was great.

Fuckin' hell, d00d. Check out the (Naw, I'm just kiddin') part of my post. If someone can't get into this, I can't say I blame them.

although it's in the AM here right now, I'd appreciate a P. M.!

I thought the part you were kidding about was me chewing on tin foil.

Now that I think about it, if this had actually been released I might like it a little better just because of the fact that they actually had the balls to release it. but, like, Brian swearing on a bootleg, so what?

It feels like full-on, unbridled and unrefined late 70s Brian in a way that no other recording that we've heard really has. That's one of the things I like about it, I suppose. Still, it's probably not for everyone.

Also, yes, I was kidding about the tin foil thing :) but the post before it, I was sincere about.

This song is the soundtrack to Brian's late 1970s craziness. The Brian of today would freak out if he listened to this with all the bad memories this would remind him of.

We actually do but if we were to try and enforce that policy we'd be accused of being too rough on you poor, unfortunate souls. But at the same time, we can't tell members what to do off of the forum. What you do in PMs is your own business. I don't care if you trade porn in your PMs. As long as it's off the board, there's nothing that can be done. However, all of this "Please Make my day" bullshit just opens you guys up for personal scrutiny by interested parties.

Welp, that's a weight off my shoulders. I thought I was being spied on ;( F(Q#KGgkgakm0

Now i need to hear the cocaine sessions because Brian is insane on Coke.(course most people are)

(Insert P M pun here)

Please like my pun Moderator

 :lol

Ug, after exhausting all my other outlets, I guess I'll have to think up a pun...

Please Brian, Make sure the tape isn't running when you go on your coke-fueled rampages.

Not too bad...

you people make me sick. the cocaine sessions are available to download from a blog if you google it.

 :lol :lol :lol :lol

Kudos.

Please, Motherfucker?

l et's only learn from past mistakes, not repeat them. ;)

YES!

Speaking of Rolling Up To Heaven, is it "f*ck her! big tits!", or "f*ck her big tits"? I've always wondered about that.  :lol

Depends on my mood :P

Good answer.  ;D

Could somebody P.M. me?

I don't want the track, I just want a personal message.

Regarding Drip Drop, after about the third or fourth time listening to it, it kind of seems a bit "meh". I think that the legend of it was a little more interesting. I had read that it was "Brian screaming at the top of his lungs, shouting motherf*cker about 15 times". Not quite.  ;D

C'mon d00d. He loses his fuckin' mind in there near the end. He just gets more and more carried away as the track carries on. Imagine seeing that in person.

instead of PMing people someone should do a video on youtube so we can all see it..just a thought.. ;D that would be easier to just post a link here then pm a bunch of people..

Someone should get on that.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g13-GSKTPpc (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g13-GSKTPpc)

search harder next tiem

also, "drip drop":

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X4dZphsGI0c&feature=related (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X4dZphsGI0c&feature=related)

Thanks!

yes thanks..that was pretty interesting..the rolling up to heaven song sounds like it evolved in "ding dang"..also I'm glad someone finally put a youtube video of "it's not easy being me"..

"Rollin' Up To Heaven" indeed evolved into "Ding Dang".

Not quite...Ding Dang was recorded a year earlier.

I've never really seen the connection between Rollin' Up To Heaven and Ding Dang. RUTH is more of a dirty jam roughly based on the chorus of "Alley Oop".

Meh, fine. They're indeed the same song, though, correct?

I agree, I don't hear it either.

I hear a slight similarity to "Alley Oop". However, I think some legit connection between "Heaven" and "Ding Dang" has been confirmed by someone or other.

If not, then they're awfully similar. But then they're also a bit like "Shortenin' Bread" and the "maumamayama glory hallelujah" chant which was said to originate in this era.

It's hard to kind of pinpoint a definitive link between RUTH, Clangin'(or is it Clang?) and Ding Dang, because even the Love You version of Ding Dang is a fairly generic sounding boogie woogie.

Just Say No

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y57e-zmvLc8&feature=related (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y57e-zmvLc8&feature=related)

Brian, we can't take any drugs, you've already taken them all, there's none left!

True, but the overlapping vocals on "Ding Dang" or "Rollin' Up To Heaven" are ridiculously impressive imo. Kinda puts an almost hypnotic quality of sorts on them.

Love the beat in this song. Simple. Groovy.

Is anyone still around these parts? This song sounds amazing! :p I've been collecting since I was a child, my first SMiLE tapes came directly from David Prokopy, I discovered the Cabinessence board back when I was getting heavily into SMiLE and also the High Llamas (that page doubled for both) and I LOVED the guitar tab/chord archive there.. This would have been 96'ish? anyhow I've been around a long time and have never heard this even described, much less heard-heard it..  :'(

Sorry to hear that.

I too am wondering, as the YouTube links no longer exist...

Agreed. It's the last of the old blend before the vocals went down.

Hi
I had to create a new account because I had to change my email, forgot my log in stuff, long story.  ANyway, I never heard the Brian Wilson Coked out of his mind, AKA Teardrops on my Bed...the Youtube has disappeared.....
http://smileysmile.net/board/index.php/topic,12823.0.html
Sorry this is my first post, asking for something but...you know how it goes.

You probably might not want to come back to this forum and start of with the horrible PM schtick. People may call you a troll and then you gonna end up banned.

Peace, man. ::)

I merged this last new topic with the other "Teardrops" topic. and - yes - this PM-thing is getting annoying...

By the way: old accounts can be re-activated (new e-mailaddress, or temporary password) by the moderators, if requested.

I hope this is one of the tracks they do for their new cd..with the same lyrics..the young people would LOVE it.

It's up again

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mS_uO7hVOn8 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mS_uO7hVOn8)

That was actually in much better sound than I'd heard it previously.

That link actually sounds worse than the one I have.  ;D The copy that I have doesn't have any of the weird "fluttering" from speaker to speaker like this one does. Which is weird, because I assumed that there was only one source for this song.  :brow

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You're getting harder and harder to tolerate.

The problem with things like "Teardrops On My Bed", "Rollin' Up To Heaven" or "Walkin'" is that I can't get them out of my head once I heard them.

First time I've heard this, gosh he sounds like Dennis.

One source, many generations.

I love this song. I had to let you know.

This track is just gonzo brilliant. When listening to it, I don't know whether to feel how sad it is to hear the man in such a state, or just get into the feel of it, cos man it's a pretty soulful performance in its own demented way. As BW survived it all, I kind of lean toward the latter.

It's certainly funny if you listen to something like Caroline No, then follow it with this  :o. It certainly helps demonstrate Brian's, er, range as a performer.

Let's go, m-... !  ;D

On the wall-a! On the flooor! On the ?? and on the floor!

This is better than anything that surfaced on MIU and better than most of the things on LA Light Album.

That just wasn't nice at all. :(

(http://sphotos.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash3/s320x320/543603_416916721674607_427662261_n.jpg)

I'd never heard of this until just now. Surely it's a case of Brian being terrible on purpose, by way of announcing he's is no state to take on production responsibilities as required by the CBS contract. Which reminds me of something I've often wondered about. Does anybody know what was on the demo tape which caused Walter Yetnikoff to say "gentlemen, I think I have been f**ked"?

I like it. I think it's just Brian cutting loose in the studio and not meant to be a 'serious' track. I think as an outtake or 'bonus track' it's cool. It's not some brilliant piece but it was never meant to be.

It's clear Brian is trying to make the track fun or a bit loose, but there's no way he's being deliberately "terrible", nor do I think at the time it was intended to stay unreleased or anything of the sort. Can't imagine the guys recording anything without intent.

First time I heard this track it blew me away (and not in a good way)!  Out-of-control Brian...but strangely when I play it for people we end up laughing so hard we have tears in our eyes!  I cannot even imagine how much cocaine was ingested before this song was laid down.  If you have not heard it...find it and listen.  You owe it to yourself!

The only way I see this track ever being released is if the "let's go motherfucker" vocal is omitted. But still...it's a lot of fun. Brian certainly sounds enthused singing it.

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When I first heard this back in the late '90s, I had to replay and replay to make sure I was hearing what I thought I heard. I also heard Rollin Up To Heaven at the same time......it was TOO MUCH.....

I heard the word....wonderful thing....a childrens song............let go MFs!

Grab my c--k suck it!
Best part!

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yikes...I just responded with a warning to a post I already gave a warning to several months ago.

I need to go to bed :lol

I thought he turned up to a session and saw the general decrepitude of what was going down. I hope it was this session.

You just never know what was up with BW.  He sounds whacked out of his skull.  It's both humorous...but deeply disturbing.  What is sad is that this was a man who clearly needed mental help...but was not getting it (or not getting what he needed).  I've struggled with my own battle with mental illness for many years (different from Brian's, but disabilitating in it's own way) and it's amazing what the right kind of help can accomplish.  For whatever reason...he simply did not receive the care he needed...and now who knows what kind of damage has been done.  It's such a shame.

Actually I'm pretty sure he said something if this nature after the group (including Brian) presented him recordings of "California Feelin'", "Brian's Back", "Calendar Girl", "Baby Blue", "Looking Down The Coast/Monterrey" and "Santa Ana Winds".* Honestly not a horrible set of songs. Definitely not their best, but "Baby Blue" is a classic and the 1978 "California Feelin'", while plodding, is a decent attempt at recording a good song. Apparently Brian's original "Calendar Girl" was quite original and interesting, too. As far as Al's songs, well...they're alright. And "Brian's Back" was schlocky, but Mike Love has done much worse.

So while I can see where the dude was coming from, if he was in tune with The Beach Boys as they currently were, I don't see why he would be so surprised. However, if he was expecting "I Get Around" or "California Girls" or Pet Sounds, I can see why he was so perturbed.

*Credit given to AGD and his Bellagio site.

Man, imagine if that came out instead of 15 Big Ones!

I personally would've liked it better than LA Light, which IMHO was boring as f***.

LOL what the hell is going on on the first page of this thread??

when you bold a P or and M the board censoring thing automatically turns it into those phrases.

I wonder how long this recording actually is? It cuts in abruptly, and fades out. Was it all done "live" in the studio? Or was this more of a session where overdubs were made?

I get the feeling it was just Brian cutting loose.  It probably went on and on with much the same content.  The guy wasn't in a good place during this period.

What bothers me is that people think Brian was high on cocaine. As he made clear in some interviews at the time, he just had a nasty habit of drinking too much coffee sometimes.

I have that habit, too.   :)